Satu minggu berlalu sangat menyenangkan, selain perbincangan tentang
Louis. Dan sore ini Tiffany mengajakku menikmati taman di sore hari.
“Hey, May I ask
something?” tanyaku.
“Sure, what?”
“Why do you always wear
that bag?”
“I love this bag, I made
this bag by my hand with my mom, and this is my last bag that I made before I
got this blind..”
“So, this bag have alot
of history?”
“You’re absolutely
right,” kemudian dia tersenyum dengan
sangat manis.
“Louis talked to me that
I look so beautiful with this bag, he always make me fly, and he ever said that
I look like a girl on Breakfast Tiffany’s movie, so funny..”
“Do you love him so
much?”
“Sure, no one in the
world could change him.” Jawabnya dengan sangat
tegas. Baiklah, aku harus menyerah. Aku tidak akan mungkin bisa menggantikan
Louis. Aku Rey, bukan Louis.
“Ok.” Dan suasana sangat hening dalam beberapa menit.
“By the way, actually I
miss to make some bags,”
“Why don’t you go to see
the doctor? Even just to know about your eyes condition.”
“Honestly, I really want,
but I can’t imagine my eyes without Louis.”
“You just afraid on your
past. You still have a future, Tiffany, and you have a chance to see the world
again.”
“No, I don’t have a
future anymore since Louis died.”
“Why don’t you open and
repair your life again, you are young, pretty, there’s is big future in front
of you, you just stuck with your past.”
“Hey!!! Why you talk
about my future?!! You even don’t know anything about me!! You just a tourist,
you don’t have any control about my life.”
Kata-kata tourist membuatku semakin tidak dapat menahan rasa emosi. Selama ini
dia masih menganggapku seorang turis.
“Yes, you’re right. I’M
JUST A TOURIST. I’m just a tourist who
fall in love with you and try to cheer you up, but I think I don’t have a
chance to your heart, and now, I’m give up, maybe I should go, bye, Tiffany.” Aku pun kemudian bergegas pulang dan berkemas. Aku tidak tahan dengan
keadaan seperti ini. Mungkin aku terlalu melankolis, tapi aku memang sangat
jatuh cinta terhadapnya dan semakin hari rasa sakit ku pun semakin meningkat.
Itu membuatku merasa sangat tersiksa.
Satu minggu berlalu sangat menyenangkan, selain perbincangan tentang
Louis. Dan sore ini Tiffany mengajakku menikmati taman di sore hari.
“Hey, May I ask
something?” tanyaku.
“Sure, what?”
“Why do you always wear
that bag?”
“I love this bag, I made
this bag by my hand with my mom, and this is my last bag that I made before I
got this blind..”
“So, this bag have alot
of history?”
“You’re absolutely
right,” kemudian dia tersenyum dengan
sangat manis.
“Louis talked to me that
I look so beautiful with this bag, he always make me fly, and he ever said that
I look like a girl on Breakfast Tiffany’s movie, so funny..”
“Do you love him so
much?”
“Sure, no one in the
world could change him.” Jawabnya dengan sangat
tegas. Baiklah, aku harus menyerah. Aku tidak akan mungkin bisa menggantikan
Louis. Aku Rey, bukan Louis.
“Ok.” Dan suasana sangat hening dalam beberapa menit.
“By the way, actually I
miss to make some bags,”
“Why don’t you go to see
the doctor? Even just to know about your eyes condition.”
“Honestly, I really want,
but I can’t imagine my eyes without Louis.”
“You just afraid on your
past. You still have a future, Tiffany, and you have a chance to see the world
again.”
“No, I don’t have a
future anymore since Louis died.”
“Why don’t you open and
repair your life again, you are young, pretty, there’s is big future in front
of you, you just stuck with your past.”
“Hey!!! Why you talk
about my future?!! You even don’t know anything about me!! You just a tourist,
you don’t have any control about my life.”
Kata-kata tourist membuatku semakin tidak dapat menahan rasa emosi. Selama ini
dia masih menganggapku seorang turis.
“Yes, you’re right. I’M
JUST A TOURIST. I’m just a tourist who
fall in love with you and try to cheer you up, but I think I don’t have a
chance to your heart, and now, I’m give up, maybe I should go, bye, Tiffany.” Aku pun kemudian bergegas pulang dan berkemas. Aku tidak tahan dengan
keadaan seperti ini. Mungkin aku terlalu melankolis, tapi aku memang sangat
jatuh cinta terhadapnya dan semakin hari rasa sakit ku pun semakin meningkat.
Itu membuatku merasa sangat tersiksa. (to be continue)
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